Today, I thank God for waking me up with the warm blanket of sunlight on my legs.
I thank God for the special blaring alarm clock I have that is so loud is wobbles and trembles while it shrieks. I thank God I need it to wake up, because that means I might miss a few classes and appointments, but I always, always have a deep night’s sleep.
I thank God for the dreams last night that I can’t remember, though I think I can recall it had something to do with purple fish and McDonald’s. I thank God that I can wake up without fear of having a mouse sniffling into my face. I thank God I got both of them.
I thank God for the coffee I am sipping right now, a blend of cheap generic ground coffee sweetened with a packet of chocolate creamer I “borrowed” from 7-Eleven. I thank God that I can drink it and enjoy it so tremendously, the sweet, milky, bitter concoction stirring my senses back to life.
I thank God that I am not spending Thanksgiving alone, even though my family is hundreds of miles away. I thank God for the sweet emails my parents sometimes send me, even though their grammar makes me cringe. I thank God for the snippets of conversations I have with my brother via our iPhones…and the iPhone 5 my brother so generously gifted me for my birthday.
I thank God for the friends I have worldwide, their prayers and their laughters that pump my life with zest and glee. I thank God for their diversity, be it race, religion, or politics, for I learn something from each individual. I thank God for the love they show me, even when sometimes I may not be a good friend.
I thank God for my long, long, long hair. I don’t take good care of it, and maybe wrangle a brush through its tangles once a week, but the width and length of it reminds me that once upon a time, I used to treat myself so badly that my nearly bald scalp clung loosely onto frizzy, gray bristles. I thank God for the forgiveness of my body.
I thank God for the rambunctious laughter I can now release freely from my belly, although it’s not very ladylike or attractive. And I thank God for the lipstick that can instantly bring back some “lady” into me.
I thank God, finally, that I can thank Him sincerely with all my heart. Thanksgiving…it’s not easy for me, but the ability to do it is the most empowering and healing miracle.
Happy Thanksgiving, everybody.
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You are ENTIRELY TOOOOOO CCUUUUUUUUUUUUUUTTTTTEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
seeing your dancing GIF and your happy post made my day!
Happy Thanksgiving!!
Ok you are waay too adorable I can’t even handle it! On a more serious note, this post is absolutely beautiful. We should all take time daily to be thankful for the big and little things in life. It’s so easy to overlook the positives and waste energy pondering over the negatives. Every day should be thanksgiving!
I’m glad you’re mouse-free!
Love your dancing! So fun! Hope you had a nice Thanksgiving, even if you weren’t with your family. Not sure if you saw, but my book is finally available. I am giving away a copy on my blog, so feel free to stop by and check it out. Thanks!
OMG your dancing gifs are flipping amazing!! They are definitely making me smile today!
I want a smart phone just for that app!!! So fun!!! Also, I LOVE your hair down. It is gorgeous!
this post makes me so happy!! i’m glad to see your doing so well
2 months back, I hit the lowest point with my ED. One of my good friends taught me an art of being grateful for everything in life. In Arabic we say Alhamdulilah. I thank God for everything, even my disorder, because each day I fight this disorder, I learn something new.
I just love your blog.
God bless you
Maha » That is awesome, Maha. (hug)
Thanksgiving is the first step to healing.
love this, thankful for your blog!
Gorgeous post. And I, too, am thankful for the fact that I have been dancing like a lunatic around my solo sublet in my underwear, caring not a jot that the neighbours might see. xo
S, I know this is a really intense topic, but I was wondering if you ever had to do any reporting on the LA 1992 riots or if that topic has ever come up for you at your college?
hello Sophia! i have been following your blog for quite a while (and spent my holidays digging backwards through your posts till i FINALLY REACHED THE FIRST ONE
) and i would like to nominate you for the Liebster blog award! i love your blog, especially your weekend ED series which have helped me so so so much. my post is here: http://swallowyoursecrets.blogspot.sg/2012/12/chucks-makeover-and-award.html
I was also looking for help on addiction. I found an anorexia treatment programs center that really helped me out.