Summer vacation started more than two months ago, but I feel like it just started for me. I am right now giddy with anticipation for all the things I can finally do with the three weeks worth of free time in my hands.
It feels a bit weird, however, to leave the Los Angeles Times at the same time as 10+ other reporters who have been laid off. It feels even weirder that the very recruiting editor who hired me left L.A. Times the same day as me. What the what is going on?!
As I drove out of the Times parking lot, my hands were shaking a bit and my heart was pounding. I felt like dancing and singing and crying at the same time. Instead I called my daddy, who reprimanded me for driving and talking on my cell at the same time (but didn’t hang up because he loves hearing my voice, ha!).
“Daddy, there is a possibility that I might not have a career when I graduate,” I told him.
“Bollocks,” my dad said (but not in that exact word; he probably doesn’t know what that means). “The world will always be in need of journalists.”
“Yes, but they don’t wanna pay us!” I wailed.
It’s a tough time for journalists right now. Actually, it’s a tough time for every creators of content out there: artists, musicians, filmmakers, etc. It’s a major dilemma that the Internet, while opening up opportunities and doors to larger audience and readers, is also closing up the source of our livelihood.
(The L.A. Times cafeteria. It actually has its own Twitter account. Journalists.)
At the Times newsroom, the fate of not just the L.A. Times but the newspaper industry in general is the hot topic of debate. I was just discussing this very topic with my editor before I left; his advice was to be optimistic and just pursue my dream, bless him.
Well, obviously I’m never going to give up on journalism. But I foresee that for a few years at least, my finances shall depend on my dear brother, who just found a commission-based job at an insurance company. I blessed my brother that day, that he will be blessed financially. After all, this sister of his will be asking him for weekly allowances once he strikes it rich. Heh heh heh.
Anyway, for the next three weeks at least, I aim to be productive in all areas (except financially).
First of all, I’m going to read my bible:
It’s something I’ve been neglecting for some time, to the detriment of my spiritual condition. Definitely need to make that top priority.
I’m also really, really looking forward to reading my daily New York Times paper:
I feel so guilty because the paper keeps coming and I keep tossing them aside to read “when I have time” but I never do have the time. But I still subscribe to the NY Times because I fully support its paywall system. People, we need to get in the habit of paying for other people’s labor!
(Ignore the shirt. It’s only been lying there for six days)
Yes, I can read it online (which I also do), but there is something so wonderful about flipping through the fine, floppy paper with a cup of coffee or tea. It’s just so wonderfully old-school, especially in the morning with your morning cup of joe.
And speaking of coffee, I’ve been ignoring my lovely Moka Express stove-top espresso-maker ever since I started my internship. Time to get it whistling again!
I also cannot wait to start digging into this book:
Seriously. I’m a dummy when it comes to finances and economics. I dearly need this book. My dad will applaud me because he’s been nagging me to get financially educated. I think that the reason I hate money is because I don’t want to know how much I waste, and how much goes to taxes (American tax is ridiculously high!!!).
Uh…I also need to clean. My kitchen floor is a mess.
So embarrassing.
I also have a bunch of bananas to use up:
So many ideas running through my head…Banana-stuffed chicken in green curry, anyone? What? I think it sounds yummy. Kim, stop shaking your head in disgust.
The most exciting out of it all, however, is of course: EATING!
I feel so pumped up right now. There are moments when I feel like I should drive out and visit restaurant after bakery after cafes for the whole freaking day. If only Foodbuzz would accept my 24 x 24 proposal and fund the trip!
Anyway, with the little pocket money I earned from my internship, I suppose I’ll be able to sufficiently fund my dining adventure for the next three weeks. Uncle Sam and tithes and bills and a $480 traffic ticket have chomped off a significant portion of my dough, but I’ve got just enough to explore a bit of the L.A. culinary pie.
Also, I’ve decided to chop off my daily Starbucks iced tea habit. Goodness, I’ve just realized I’ve been spending over $5 a day on Starbucks each day. And after discovering that Starbucks has a $2 grande iced beverage promotion going on, I had added frappuccinos to my daily beverages, topping my daily Starbucks expenses to over $7. No need to lecture me, I’m already bowing my head in shame.
The topless mermaid sure knows how to seduce. But no longer. I’m staying home, and I’m making my own iced tea. A bloody good one, too. Because I just discovered the awesomeness of hibiscus.
I bought a big bag of dried hibiscus for just about $5.50/lb. I don’t know if that’s considered cheap, but I got a huge-ass bag for less than $3 and that makes me very happy!
All you do is steep the hibiscus in cold water at a 1:4 ratio for about 12 hours. The water turns a gorgeous deep purple-pink hue, concentrated with the fragrance and flavor of hibiscus. I keep the hibiscus concentrate in a bottle and stock it in my fridge:
The bottle is just an empty strawberry jam jar. I never throw out my empty jars because they are so super useful.
I keep the leftover hibiscus flowers in an empty Costco jar:
I’ve also got a lot of those jars, because damn those chocolate-covered almonds are addictive!
To make hibiscus tea, just pour the concentrate over ice with sweetener of choice. You might want to dilute it a bit with water depending on your preference of taste, but personally, I like to add a mixture of soymilk and 7-Up.
Yes: Soymilk and 7-Up! It’s the perfect blend of creaminess, tartness and fizziness. Trust me on this one.
And just for an extra kick, I also like to add some fresh lime slices. It really livens up the flavors. Lemon is just not…the same. I’ve not tried orange yet, but that might work…someone try that for me and report back to me?
For the sweetener, I like Sweet N Low. Health nuts will shake their head in disapproval, but Sweet N Low is the best sweetener in my opinion for iced teas—not Splenda or Stevia or whatever. Raw sugar, by the way, doesn’t dissolve well in cold liquids.
Now. Let’s just revel in how beautiful this drink looks. I love staring at it because the color is just so bright and vivid. It’s just such an eye-popper, and it makes me happy.
Now for the taste. I’m sure you’re wondering what hibiscus tea tastes like. I can’t explain it better than this: it’s tart, it’s fragrant, it’s sort of like intense floral grape juice.
Have anyone ever had Ribena before? It tastes a lot like that.
If you’re dying to try this tea, you can find hibiscus at your local Latino store or health food stores. They call it “Jamaica” as in “flor de Jamaica.”
Now that I’ve got my creative juices flowing, I wonder what Hibiscus Frappuccino tastes like…Hmm…
See you soon slurping and burping! Tra la la~
Question of the Day: Let’s hear it—what is your guilty (and expensive) pleasure? Any Starbucks addict out there? Let’s commiserate with each other…
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I love hibiscus tea- and I too am distraught with what the internet has done to much of the creative industry. Hmm, my guilty pleasures: -Gum (and too much of it) and buying magazines- I still prefer reading something as an object than online 1,000,000x over- and yes I recycle
YES!!! Keep the magazine industry alive!!! I unsubscribed from Bon Appetit however, because I got so mad at the Gwyneth Paltrow cover. Still subscribing to Los Angeles Magazine though!
I dislike magazines but I definitely like the health and culinary geared ones!!
ahhh that hibiscus tea! I really liked it Sophia! This is actually making me sooo thirsty right now and I’m craving it haha. My guilty pleasure is more caffeine that I should drink in my opinion. Well, there’s worse cases out there, but I do drink an equivalent of…3 cups-ish a day?
Guess what! I got a bag of hibiscus for you!
I haven’t had Starbucks since I left IL!
Wahhh! I love Java Chip Frappachinos and in the winter I looove Egg Nog Lattes!
And Sophia I have to say that photo of you sipping coffee with the kid looking at you was ALREADY amazing, but then I read your caption and just cracked up aloud!!!
Hi Sophia,
This post came at a wonderful time because these thoughts have been going through my head exactly. If I will have a job after I graduated. The answer is no hahaha.
All I have been able to find are unpaid internships, which I’m doing — but it’s not going to pay the bills. I’ve had only 2 interviews since I graduated in June and both resulted in NOs from the company. One of which was last week and I’ve been feeling down in the dumps since then. I think I wanted it really badly.
My routine has subsided into job-searching all day. I apply to big companies, but I’ve only heard back from little things on Craigslist.
Ack, I’m scared too. I went in to interview at this place, and the guy was like “oh, so all you can do is write? Well, anyone can do that!”
lol…
That Starbucks habit can be costly. It adds up!
You know where I’m at when it comes to the whole job and career thing for those of us in the arts. It’s tough right now, and when we leave college it gets tougher. But you know that God will help you find your way. Good things happen to good people for a reason, and you’re a good person.
I love your love for saccharin. Have you ever had TAB? It’s basically Coke Zero from the 1960s – the first diet soda, but tastes more like actual soda than diet. I love it.
My expensive indulgences. Good cheese. Good bread. Sardines. ‘Nuff said.
Also Star Wars books and premium sports satallite tv packages. Just don’t tell anyone
It’s not very ‘foodie” of me, ya know
Nobody wants to pay anybody for anything anymore. It’s not just journalists. It’s just easier to find content “for free” (i.e., steal it or get it from untalented people who will do anything for exposure in a major outlet) for media than it is to get someone to sling burgers for nothing.
I think blogging is an excellent start for you and you may want to consider putting ads on your blog. You can’t make much money from them (trust me, I know), but it’s a start and if your readership grows, you will eventually make enough to support your Starbucks habit. Also, blogging will build your chops and get your content out there where some bigger fish might decide to give you some better paying work. Until you get a regular gig, it’s worth a shot.
You have a unique voice, and some very important things to say. Many people create content by “riffing” (finding articles, other blogs, etc.) and simply re-writing or quoting large swathes. When I read what you write, I know that it is coming from your own thoughts, feelings, and experiences. You aren’t finding our content by piggy-backing on others and this is exceptional on the internet. You have something to say and it comes from the heart and soul, not from some attention-seeking desire to say something while not really having anything to say. I hope you’ll keep at it, and get the success you deserve.
If all else fails, you can do what a lot of people do and work in another field for the money while writing on the side. That is essentially what I do, though I am not a trained professional like you (since I studied psychology in university and see that as my primary focus). At the very least, it fulfills the creative spirit, if not the mermaid-emblazoned coffee cup.
Aw, thank you. That means a lot to me coming from you.
I was totally addicted to starbucks when I was in high school. I had a regular coffee in the morning EVERY day and then usually a frappuccino or a caramel macchiato or a white chocolate mocha after school. I was an expensive child.
My latest guilty pleasure…hmmm brie. I have to get the good stuff. Nothing else tastes as good!
Have fun during your three weeks of freedom, girl!
As someone who had an idealistic career path and came up broke, MAY IT GO BETTER FOR YOU THAN IT DID FOR ME!!
Actually, I can’t complain. You never know *what* lies ahead, eh? You look so *right* in businesswear that I hope you end up somewhere professional.
I had a bad Sbux habit when doing my PhD… what I love about being in Brazil is that, though it took a month, I’ve now seen 2 Starbucks… and had 0 desire to go in. I guess “out of sight, out of desire” has kicked in… wonder how long it’ll last!
I bought “Canadian Investing for Dummies” 2 years ago. I didn’t pack it when I came to Brazil, but maybe I’ll actually *read* it one of these days… good luck with yours!
Kombucha. I try to only get one once a week, but I really like them.
I didn’t have a job when I graduated. I had an internship that summer and they didn’t hire me on. It took me a few months to find a job. It’ll happen for you.
I’m in exactly the same place as you. And as fortunate as I feel that I can still make withdrawals from the bank of mom and dad before going out on the streets or subsisting solely on ramen…I don’t want to do that for much longer. Meh. The life of a recent college grad!
I’m not a big Starbucks girl, but I definitely have a thing for restaurants. I just realized how much I ate out this last month and yeah…let’s just say I’m going to cook more for myself in August!!
What a refreshing drink – I wish I was enjoying one right now! I hope you enjoy your next couple of weeks off
Oh noes! I hope that you do get a paying job as a journalist, but do know the job market for creative outlets is hard. The tea sounds really good and I have to tell you, I’m a believer in Sweet and Low for iced beverages too. I make a cold-brewed coffee concentrate (I mix 2 cups coffee with 6 cups water, let sit overnight, and strain, to make a huge pot of concentrate that lasts me two weeks) and make myself a sweetened iced coffee every morning. Boo to Starbucks, I think my cold brewed iced coffee is better, and def cheaper. Love the last pic you goofy girl!
Strangely but similarly, I felt every one is thinking of how to be “different” in the world. But in the end, those who is able to CONTINUE to work DILIGENTLY towards specialization will reap the fruits WHEN God makes something happen.
My husband loves Starbucks and probably spends as much as you do, if not more. Me? I’m not a big spender unless it comes to my hair. I spend money to color my grays (lovely) and to do the Japanese straightening every 6 months. Aside from that I really don’t spend money anymore…not even on books! I go to the library now.
Teehee, love the last photo! However, what I don’t love is you taunting me with Starbucks and bananas that don’t cost the world… grrrr
why don’t you move to La-La Land? (that’s L.A). I paid 99 cents for like 10 bananas!
If yopu would get your stupid country to change its visa restrictions, I would in a heartbeat!
And if I would learn to spell…
LOL. Grr…damn the terrorists. U.S.A. has become quite phobic of travelers and visitors and immigrants. Never fear, just wait till I’m president of U.S.A!
That’s a great price for dried hibiscus!
I’d love a glass of that hibiscus tea right now!
Good luck. Journalism is a hard market–that’s why I had to leave my job last november–it didn’t exist anymore!
(Love that last photo!)
Times are tough for journalists; actually times are tough for everyone right now! I’m no help, I read everything online now. But I do hang in there with magazines! Don’t lose faith. You’ve got talent!
Gosh the hibiscus tea looks marvelous!
Ugh! Starbucks is my downfall. I had a super intense craving for it yesterday so I bargained with myself. Run to starbucks (not drive) and walk home. It was glorious and worth the workout!
Hi Sophia, yay for some time off!!! And your Dad is right, there will ALWAYS be a need for good journalists. My husband worked in print media, and was laid off in January (along with a whack of others) however, he is encouraged that there ARE still jobs out there, it just takes some digging and commitment because the competition for them is fierce. You can do it, and I can tell from your posts you are an AMAZING writer, and will ABSOLUTELY soar!! I look forward to reading about all your successes in the future!!!! All the best for your week!!! Take care.
That’s an awesome title for your post. Don’t worry, journalists like you will pave the way for the future of the field. It’s changing, but as a blogger you are well positioned to take it to the next level!
I’m with you on the hibiscus-loving! It goes well with loads of other ingredients in other tea blends, too. I think it’s particularly delicious also with rosehips? Not sure if I’m remembering correctly, though…
Honestly, I think pretty much anyone in our generation is going to meet some difficulty when it comes to getting a job after they graduate… Well, unless they’re in medicine. (Those baby boomers are knocking up the need for doctors and medical care by a ridiculous amount.) Barbara is right: Times are tough for everyone right now. :\
Starbucks? Not a fan and never will be. I have a grudge against them for displacing my favourite ice cream parlour ever in Vancouver, even though the ice cream place had been super profitable and popular. They just bought out the location, because they just HAD to have a sixth Starbucks within six blocks along Robson St., and just HAD to have one facing the other one that’s diagonally across from the stupid new one. Oh well. It’s not like they miss having one more person in their already extensive fan base anyway. XD
I don’t get that part about Starbucks…why do we need them in every corner?! I would rather have that ice cream parlor!
I don’t even know what rosehips are, but researching right now…hee hee.
I always learn so much from your blog!!
I’ve tried Hibuscus juice (?!) when I was in Mexico a while back…I remember it being suppper sweet, but it had a nice refreshing taste to it.
Your pictures are beautiful as usual, which makes me jealous because I’m abroad right now and I’m using a computer that doesn’t have a slot for a memory card and my brother forgot the USB cable!
For now, I’m stuck to my trusty ipod
I think journalists are an important source of news because what a journalist reports is more dependable than the internet. Anyone can put anything on the internet. People will always read the paper and watch the news.
I cam completely with you about being old school – reading the paper with a cup of coffee. I think journalists are super important!
Oh my goodness…..I am addicted to Terra Chips. Haha It’s all I’ve been eating as a snack for the past month (I go through one bag a day- easily ha)! And gosh darnit, they’re expensive!!! But SO worth it. They recently came out with a thai basil curry featuring taro, sweet potato, purple sweet potato, batata, and kabocha, but I haven’t been able to find them anywhere!
Congrats on finishing your internship, I feel so proud of you :p!
Toodles! xxx
I make my own ice tea in the summer, but it is far easier. Basically I make super concentrated hot tea (boil water, add tea and sugar to entire pot, because as you pointed out, raw sugar doesn’t dissolve well in cold liquid). Steep 20 minutes, cool 40 minutes, pour over pitcher (or glass jug on our case) filed with ice.
You are looking healthy and so beautiful my dear! I have a 5 dollar a day habit too, at my local coffee girls. I read about the Ghetto Latte, google it. That is what i have been doing, large regular coffee, 2 shots of espresso, whole milk and 2 equal saves me about 2.50 a day! I am the queen of finances which is how I retired at 40, if you ever need advice or tips let me know!
One big thing my Dad told me which I did thru most of my working career is this….when you get a raise, take that percentage and divert directly to your 401K or savings account, don’t even let it hit your checking account once. You are living without it now and if you don’t ever see it you wont miss it!
First, let me wish you a Happy Coffee Month!!! Yes, indeed, August is Coffee Month so get that stove stop expresso maker a whistling again!!!
I worked for an affiliate of the LA Times in New York for over 20 years. If I had to pinpoint a time when things began to change I would say sometime in the late 80s. That said, Sophia, remember that the world of journalism encompasses many hidden jobs that need to be addressed. Your father is right, journalism isn’t going anywhere especially for people like you and I who crave holding their paper in their hands while sipping…have you considered researching a subject that has been ignored for whatever the reason? Consider entrepreneurship. Start your own paper!!! Lord knows you have the skills. Then you can hire a fiance professional, lol. You will be creating jobs, not only for yourself but others as well. Good brother you have there. You best find a job for him too:)
Good Luck and enjoy your time off!
Wow, I learn so much from you. Thanks for the advice, Louise!! And I am glad you’re feeling better. Please accept a bigger virtual hug from me. <3<3
Oh goodness, I forgot all about that enticing tea. LOVE it!!!
Oh goodness gracious, of course I will accept a virtual hug. Thank you for your soothing words they are truly appreciated. I’m beginning to feel more like myself each day.
Finances and economics subjects are never my forte – that is why money hates me!!! :O …that is reciprocal relationship.
I never tried hibiscus tea before – thank goodness you said it taste quite similar to Ribena, so I get it.
I believe it’s a hard time for many people nowadays. Just choose your battlefield wisely (battlefields are everywhere), and you’ll get through somehow. The key ingredient is love for what you’re doing, then you’ll always be good at it, and it seems you’ve found what you love. And then just trust in God, you’ll be cared for.
The hisbiskus tea looks wonderful, I have to try that! (Although I’m not sure about the soymilk / 7Up mixture …
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Amen, Kath!
Happy adventures to you! How cool that you got to be at the Times! I would kill to have worked/interned there but don’t get me started. I’m so with you on kissing the mermaid goodbye. I just feel more accomplished when I make something from scratch. It certainly saves money, gas, & time. That tea looks so colorful and delish! My guilty pleasure is cake batter ice cream. I will do 30 laps at the ice rink for it. It’s worth it!
I love the picture of you drinking tea at the cafe; you’re gorgeous!
I’m also with you on the whole reading the newspaper thing. I think we were born at just the right time to still appreciate/want to read a newspaper on actual paper and not online. I love eating my breakfast while reading the paper. I’ve been doing it ever since I was little and it’s so comforting.
I love my Starbucks!
Love the intense colour of this hibiscus tea! Why isn’t more people drinking this, especially in Malaysia where this national flower is so plentiful!
Don’t worry, God is a giver to all our needs through many ways…like you’ve said, one way is through your brother.. hahaha…
I didn’t know hibiscus can make a drink.. looks healthy, nice color and tasty! Oh I like the picture with the small boy who is behind you, you are indeed gorgeous that is why can’t take off the eyes on you.
Hahaha! I know, why am I so preeeettyyyyy…
Hee so help pray that my brother earns a lot of $$! ;-p
wow! that tea looks really cool
I love the colour…and starbucks haha. I dont drink coffee but I am addicted to their teas and fraps!
You can put sugar in the hot tea, before you ice it, and it usually doesn’t come back out of solution
Other than that, the iced tea looks good! And I love newspapers – keep writing!
I just spend enormous amounts of money at Wegmans lol The hibiscus tea sounds lovely.
Oh yes, I feel your pain- Us creative types are chronically under-appreciated and under-paid. But with talent like yours, I have no doubts you’ll be on to bigger and better things in no time!
Well despite the depressing side of news, at least a good journalist can at least make money on having a crazy good blog…..no need to support corporate America! haha
You rock though, no one could NOT love you so I’m sure you’ll never have trouble getting jobs or making the money money. ha
bah to starbucks. the only way i like my coffee is black, and i don’t care for their roast levels– i find them very bitter. so all my coffee gets made at home or when i’m cleaning offices at the dump (they have a keurig machine that makes a fine cuppa) neither of which i have to pay for! but ooooohhh hibiscus tea. yum. i am a total ice tea addict, though mine has to be super-amped up on lemon or lime, with lots of ice! i actually make ice tea popsicles all the time for my mother…
my expensive luxury? books. that’s where most of my disposable income ends up going… oh, and good pens. i am a pen snob, and the only pens i like to use for my drawings are pilot precise extra fine, in black and red!
I have an avid love for extra fine PURPLE pens!
My most expensive habit is North Face clothing for skiing. I drop SO much cash on their stuff.
I LIKE Starbucks, but I didn’t grow up with one near me and there’s not one super close by in Asheville, so I’ve never gotten into the buying drinks habit.
I always, always, always have a Starbucks habit while traveling though.
That hibiscus tea looks phenomenal! I’ve been making lavender lemon tea which is sooo delicious!
I love the pictures in this post!!
My guilty/expensive pleasure is definitely designer clothing and handbags. I love me some D&G and Louis Vuitton.